Why do you need to have control everything?
You simply can’t control everything.
You can’t control what the world does
You can’t control what the sickness does or what the prognosis will be.
You can’t control peoples reactions.
You can control your reactions though.
Are you worked up? Deal with it – however you seem fit.
Just be ready for the consequences of your actions.
Are the consequences desirable?
Or filled with regret?
It’s not our problem, it’s your problem